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I would bet this is exactly what she is thinking about you, which is why she is willing to have a relationship with you aren't a Mormon.
And her husband now is dead and she is left to wonder about their future. I would not fear as much as she does, but that is her reality.
If you don't mind some slightly off-topic advice, I can assure you that you will meet plenty of other beautiful, interesting women going forward.